Christmas 2024-C: Real love

Lectionary: Isaiah 9:2-7; Psalm 96; Titus 2:11-14; Luke 2:1-14(15-20) 

En el nombre de Dios: creador, redentor, y santificador. Amen.

In the name of God: Creator, Redeemer, and Sanctifier. Amen.

Love is born today and it’s truly something to celebrate. What is it about Christmas that excites our souls with renewed joy and hope? Why do we collectively gather with family, sing carols, and decorate our homes for this holy day?

As a priest in the church, I rarely have time to decorate my house for Christmas. This created dismay among my children almost 20 years ago when I was ordained. One year, they put the decorations up themselves. I felt guilty but was too busy and too tired to do much about it.

This year, even though my kids are grown and have their own homes, I was compelled to challenge the liturgy police and put up my Christmas decorations during Advent (gasp!) I needed the joy. I needed to sit in my sweet, little St. Louis brick home and look at the tree with its twinkling lights covered in all the ornaments my children and I made through the years. I needed to see their preschool pictures in Santa hats, and the red and green sachets they made in kindergarten placed just so on my bookshelves.

I needed to see, touch, and smell joy in my home this year. It needed to be more than in my head and my heart. It needed to be real in my world.

That is exactly what Christmas is - the coming of God into the world. It’s the historical moment when God took on flesh and became a reality for us, and this isn’t just a theological or religious concept. The beauty of this is, that what started as a historical moment, became an eternal reality - our eternal reality: Emmanuel, God with us.

It’s a reality we need because another reality for us is suffering. Suffering is part of our earthly experience and it takes many forms: the parent of a child who is sick or has died; those experiencing the ravages of war; those whose furry family member has been lost or stolen; the soul on the edge of suicide; the parent who lost their job and the child abused as a result.

Amid all of the suffering in the world, Love is born again and it is truly good news of great joy as much today as it was when the angels announced it to the shepherds in the fields on that first Christmas.

The good news is that God, who created us, redeemed us, and sustains us is with us - Emmanuel - in every moment of our lives. God knows our suffering, shares our heartbreaks with us, and heals us continually, every moment of every day for as long as it takes.

That’s the key: for as long as it takes. In our finite thinking, we seek resolution. We want an end to suffering. We want it like we want the resolution of mysteries or crimes in TV shows. We want the story to wind up after 60 minutes or at the end of a series, and we apply that same expectation to God’s reconciliation of the world.

The thing is, that isn’t what God promises us. We created that concept out of our need. What God promises is constant presence and provision, steadfastness to us, and eternal life. God promises to stay with us no matter what, for as long as it takes. 

The prophets in our Scriptures speak of God’s continual faithfulness to us even in the face of our unfaithfulness to God. That is the steadfast, unwavering loyalty of God to us. It is the promise of the unquenchable fire, of God who never gives up on us but is always there to purify us and give us new life.

Today we celebrate the day God’s steadfastness to us opened a new way for us - a way that enabled us to go beyond God as a concept to seeing, hearing, touching, and loving God as an embodied reality in Jesus. In Jesus, we witness how God relates to the world and how we should relate to God and one another, and until we get that right, God will stay with us, showing us the Way of Love, which starts for us as it did for Jesus: in humility.

Jesus began his human life in poverty, the son of an unmarried peasant child. As he grew into his purpose, Jesus became an itinerant preacher (hardly a respected profession). Going out to the people in the margins: the poor, abandoned, outcasts, and the sick, Jesus healed them, opening to them a new life - a life set free from their suffering.

We know that suffering isolates us. It makes us feel unheard, unloved, and alone. Jesus heard them, loved them, and restored them to their communities, their healings being evidence of what divine love does. Then he told us to do to others as he had done (think Maundy Thursday).

By giving up his own life for our sake, Jesus showed us what divine love requires (think Good Friday). Then he exhorted us to love another as he loved us for “there is no greater love than this, to lay down one’s life for one’s friends” (Jn 15:13)

Does that mean we have to die like Jesus did? Maybe, but more likely for us, it means laying down our priorities, our plans, our need to control, and giving someone else’s needs our priority, even if that means going against earthly systems that benefit from their continued suffering.

Then Jesus demonstrated just how unstoppable, how unquenchable God’s love for us is. After we (humanity) responded so unfaithfully and killed Jesus for threatening the status quo of earthly and religious power, Jesus rose from the dead, showing us that not even death can stop God’s steadfast love. In Jesus, death is simply a doorway to new life (think Easter).

But wait - there’s more! After his resurrection from the dead, Jesus promised to be with us always, to the end of the ages (Mt 28: 20) and he breathed his own Spirit into us (think Pentecost), to dwell in us. Jesus is literally with us, in us, right now - for real. How amazing is that?

So you see, Jesus who came to earth on that first Christmas Day is with us still, just as he promised. In fact, all of God’s promises: constant presence, provision, steadfastness, and eternal life are found in Jesus, then, now, and always. This isn’t a concept or a theological idea. It’s as real in our world as the Christmas decorations are in our homes.

Merry Christmas, everyone. Joy to the world! Amen.

4 Advent, 2024-C: Our turn as Godbearers

Lectionary:“Miracle”  by Eric Lane Barns (see the service bulletin, p 5), Canticle 15 (the Magnificat), and Luke 1:39-45 

En el nombre del Dios: único, santo, y vivo. Amen. 

In the name of the one, holy, and living God. Amen.

Our readings today tell one of the most powerful, intimate, and feminine in all of Scripture. It’s the story of two women chosen by God to be partners with God as God ushers in Their plan of salvation.

Elizabeth and Mary are kin of some sort, maybe blood, maybe just dear friends. Elizabeth is an old woman. Mary is a young teenager. Both are miraculously pregnant.

Upon learning she is pregnant, Mary goes “with haste” to visit Elizabeth. It makes sense that Mary, as young as she is, would need the help and guidance of an older woman in this moment. She also may have needed to get away from those in her village who wanted to stone her for her infidelity.

When Mary comes near, the baby within Elizabeth moves and Elizabeth experiences it as a joyful moment. Only a woman who has shared her body with a baby can know how this feels, but there’s more to this than sharing pregnancy experiences because the baby within Mary is God Incarnate - and that changes everything.

God, who is Love, is preparing to be present on earth in a way that has never happened before, taking on flesh and fulfilling God’s plan of salvation as Emmanuel (God with us), and that changes everything.

It changes Elizabeth’s shame into joy. It changes Mary’s seeming infidelity into the ultimate example of faith for all time, but it also changes Mary from a child into a radical, powerful prophet and priest (yes, priest). Mary was the first sacramental priest of the Christian universe because as the God-bearer, Mary literally gave the body of Christ to the world.

Medieval priest and mystic Meister Eckhart once said that we are all called to be God-bearers. We are all called to grow Christ within us - in our bodies, our souls, and our lives – and give him to the world. This is the ministry of all the baptized, not just the ordained. We are, after all the priesthood of all believers.

Mary’s Magnificat issued forth from her when she finally spoke about what was happening. It was her prophetic proclamation of her theology, grounded in her tradition. Let’s make a couple of connections: 

• that God is merciful, strong, and protective (Ps 103) 
• that God brings down the mighty from their places of power and lifts up the lowly (Isa 40)
• that God feeds those who hunger (Ps 23) and sends the self-satisfied away empty (Deut 8:14)
• that God helps God’s people (Ps 121, Isa 41)
• that God keeps God’s promises which are handed down through the prophets (Isa 23, Jer 49)

Think about it, this is the woman who raised Jesus, and this is the theology he learned from her and from his Jewish tradition. If we are God-bearers in our time, then isn’t this our manifesto too?

I give thanks for this prayer as we confront the discomfort of our current cultural narrative. As uncomfortable as it may be, I’m thankful that racism, sexism, violence, selfish hoarding and exploitation of resources, and a blatant lack of compassion for the suffering are being raised up into our awareness in undeniable ways right now. It’s uncomfortable because it causes us to confront our self-satisfied opinions about who we are as a nation and a people of God, and sends us away feeling empty.

But it is in that emptiness that our faith assures us that by God’s great power, bountiful grace, and promised mercy, everyone and everything that is out of step with God’s will, is already being reconciled; that justice and peace are already being restored in our hearts, in our relationships, and in our world.

It’s our turn now to be faithful, radical, and prophetic. Consider the question asked in the Anthem, “Miracle” we heard earlier: 

“To a land where profit takes the place of Spirit, To a land where even children carry guns, To a land where there’s no memory of a time before the violence; Tell me: how could such a Miracle come?” 

The answer is: this miracle comes when God comes among us as one of us. God, who is Love, is about to be born again only now, we are the God-bearers, called to grow Christ within us - in our bodies, our souls, and our lives – and give him to the world.

Let us pray… Most merciful and powerful God, we welcome you and the love you are birthing in our world. Deliver us from all our current barriers to your Love. Strengthen us to be like Mary and grow Christ within us, that we might give him to the world in an eternal holy communion. Amen.

3 Advent, 2024-C: Purified and set free

Lectionary: Zephaniah 3:14-20; Canticle 9; Philippians 4:4-7; Luke 3:7-18

En el nombre del Dios único, santo, y vivo. Amen. In the name of the one, holy, and living God. Amen. 

Today is the third Sunday of Advent, known as Gaudete Sunday. Gaudete is Latin for “rejoice,” but it also means 'to welcome.' On this Sunday then, we make an intentional choice to welcome the joy God is waiting to give us – joy that anticipates the redeeming love of God; joy that trusts that nothing is impossible with God.

Our Collect today is an intriguing one. It reminds us that there is power out there that can set right whatever has gone wrong. That power is love. That power is God.

When we talk about God as Almighty, that’s what we mean. We may use metaphors of earthly power, as Zephaniah did, calling God a “warrior who gives victory” but let’s not overlook how God then describes what that victory is. Speaking through the prophet God promises to rejoice and exult over us and renew us. God promises to redeem disaster, deal with our oppressors, save the lame, gather the outcast, and change our shame to praise. That is what divine victory looks like and it’s why we rejoice.

Paul affirms this in his letter to the Philippians saying that when we stay in relationship with God, we are assured that all will be well, as Dame Julian of Norwich famously said, and our assurance feels like peace – peace in our bodies, our minds, and our spirits. Peace that often makes no logical sense.

What, then, do we make of the Gospel reading from Luke? How does this story fit the Gaudete imperative to rejoice? How did John the Baptist’s listeners hear his words as good news? How do we?

John, who was sent to prepare the way for the Messiah, is teaching everyone, those who have power, and privilege, and those who don’t, urging them to change the way they live their lives, to get back on the path of righteousness, that is, right relationship.

John tells the tax collectors, who were notorious for getting rich by exploiting the poor: Be honest. Take no more than is required. To the soldiers, John said, don’t use your power to extort others.

Using apocalyptic language, which was familiar to his listeners, John proclaims that those who have strayed from the path of righteousness, including some from the family of Abraham, will be cut off at their roots and thrown into unquenchable fire.

Good news, right? Actually, it is.

Since fire is Bible-talk for the presence of God, John is describing a kind of spiritual do-over. The fire is unquenchable – just as God’s love for us and desire for our redemption is unrelenting.

The fire of God’s love will consume us, purify us, and make us new. That’s exactly what the River Jordan, where John was baptizing people, represents: a place where new life begins. It is the place where the Israelites left their 40-year exile and crossed into the promised land, and their promised new life.

Because of John’s apocalyptic style, however, the people were afraid of being cut down and sent into eternal suffering. The Church has been guilty of making this same kind of threat for generations – something the Church needs to repent of.

God is love – and doesn’t use threats to accomplish Their plan of salvation. And as former PB Michael Curry used to famously say (say it with me): If it's not about love it's not about God.

When the people asked John how they should repent, what they should do, he answered them: "Whoever has two coats must share with anyone who has none; and whoever has food must do likewise."This is Good News on so many levels when we hear John’s words like a prayer.

John opens the people up to a world in which they are not the center of attention. Being the center of your own or others’ attention is a way of life that seems attractive, but it is actually a trap that soon becomes an obsession: my reputation, my money, my rights… John’s words enable them to close the ‘us vs. them’ gap by building in them empathy, respect, and a willingness to enter into relationship with people they otherwise wouldn’t have – the coatless and the hungry.

John’s teaching also frees them from their attachment to things. We all have to ask ourselves: how much is enough?

Currently, there are 2,781 billionaires in the world, and most of them have hundreds of billions of dollars. (Source) If a billionaire were to spend $1,000 a day, it would take them 2,740 years to spend just one billion dollars. (Source) And there are nearly 3,000 of them representing hundreds of billions of dollars each.

Is there enough to lift everyone in the world out of poverty? Yes, but only if whoever has two coats and enough food shares with those who don’t.

Imagine also what Good News John’s proclamation is to the weak, the poor, the exploited, and the hopeless. They would receive the coats and food no longer being held from them. Let’s say that again in prayer language: the ‘have-nots’ will receive the protection and basic sustenance that is being withheld from them by the ‘haves.’

These have-nots are also at the river and are hearing John tell the ones who have been exploiting and harassing them, to change their ways. They know that would set them free from their suffering and lack.

Good News, indeed.

In this story, John clarifies to his listeners that he is not the Messiah. He is baptizing with water and calling for repentance. The Messiah, who will come after him, will baptize with the Holy Spirit and fire.

Holy Spirit, which is from the Greek word, ‘pneuma’ means ‘wind’ or ‘breath.’ The Messiah will baptize with the breath of heaven – the very breath that gives life to all. The Messiah will also baptize with fire, which, as we know, is the presence of God.

Muslim poet and Sufi mystic, Rumi, once prayed, “I have one drop of knowing in my soul. Let it dissolve in your ocean.” It is our awareness of our connectedness with God and one another, and our choice to live that way, that will transform the world. Then the will of God will be made manifest on earth as it is in heaven.

For that to happen, however, each of us and all of us must look honestly at ourselves and notice where we’re acting like the tax collector and soldier who needed to change their ways. In what ways are we giving ourselves and our comfort priority over others, especially those others who have no protection and lack the basic necessities of life?

What is the chaff in ourselves we need to be set free from in order to be made ready to receive the transforming love that will come again at Christmas? We all have chaff that needs burring off - and God, who loves us so incredibly much, knows we can only deal with so much truth about ourselves at once, so God reveals it to us in small doses, enabling us to repent a little at a time, year after liturgical year.

It’s a kind of controlled spiritual burn of our souls. It looks destructive and we worry that it might get out of control, but our faith assures us that God has it and us in hand, and this process will create in us a more favorable environment for new life, just as it does for crops in the fields.

On this third Sunday in Advent, may we all faithfully enter the unquenchable fire and be grateful it is unquenchable because it means that God never gives up on us. May we trust that this process will purify us, set us free, and make possible new life in us. May we drown in the ocean of God where we find the peace that surpasses all understanding, and may we rejoice that the bountiful grace and mercy of God will deliver us again and again from death into life. Amen.

Ordination of The Rev Mandi Rice, Fst of St Ambrose, 2024

 Lectionary(alternative):Isaiah 30:19-21,23-26; Psalm 147; 1 Thessalonians 4:13-18; Matthew 9:35-10:1,10:5-8 

I begin with a “Celtic Prayer” by David Adam: “The terminus is not where we stay, it is the beginning of a new journey It is where we reach out beyond, where we experience new adventures. It is where we get off to enter new territory, to explore new horizons, to extend our whole being. It is a place touching the future. It opens up new vistas. It is the gateway to eternity.” 

We are gathered together today in a moment of terminus as we make a new priest. We are marking the end of what was for Mandi and for the Church, and opening ourselves to the new thing God is doing in us. We hear a voice, the one Isaish mentioned, saying, ‘This is the way; walk in it.”

This new way opening before us is an act of loving fulfillment not only for Mandi, or the places in which Mandi will live out her priestly ministry, but also for the whole people of God. I don’t say that lightly, and it isn’t an overstatement. We are a people united in the love of God. We are one. What happens to one of us happens to all of us. Therefore, this moment of terminus is not just for Mandi, but for us all.

In her book, “The Great Emergence” Phyllis Tickle,describes 500 year cycles of life, death, and resurrection in the life of the church. These cycles are separated by moments of terminus – moments wherein the established systems and institutional structures of the church move toward their death so that a new thing, a new way can begin. Phyllis suggested that our current cycle is one of spiritual reformation.

Living in the ending, the dying part of our cycles is always hard, but we know that within each moment of terminus, God is present with us; redeeming all things and making available to us people who keep us deeply and intimately connected to God.

One such person was St. Ambrose of Milan, whose feast day we celebrate today and who has been chosen to walk with Mandi as a companion in her priestly ministry on earth. Ambrose was a theologian and bishop from the first 500 year cycle of the Church’s life. He was creative, imperfect, and flexible.

Ambrose was a fierce follower of Athanasius who spoke of Jesus being of the same substance as God and, therefore, was God. The opposing position was found in the Arians who believed that Jesus was a creature of God, not of the same substance as God, and, therefore, not God.

The emperor at that time was an Arian, and the empress wanted Ambrose to surrender a church so that the Arian soldiers could have a place to worship. Ambrose refused. When the soldiers came to take the church by force, Ambrose didn’t fight. He wrote a hymn: what we now know as “Praise God from whom all blessings flow.” Ambrose instructed the church members to sing the hymn as the soldiers approached. The soldiers refused to attack the hymn-singing congregation.

How’s that for creative conflict resolution? This creative approach to problem-solving is a gift I’ve witnessed in Mandi and one I know God will continue to grow in her as we, her community, nourish Mandi in her ministry.

Another of Ambrose’s gifts is holy flexibility. Ambrose was known to get along with all kinds of people… well, except Arians and he definitely needed an attitude adjustment regarding Jewish people. Imperfection, however, is the human condition and we all have those places in our lives we need to grow in wisdom, grace, and mercy.

Ambrose, as a bishop, was also quite flexible liturgically viewing liturgy as a tool to serve people in worshipping God and not something to be rigid about. For example, in Rome, it was tradition to fast on Saturday. In Milan, it wasn’t. Ambrose said, ‘When I am in Rome, I fast on Saturday. When I am in Milan, I don’t. This is the source of the famous saying, “When in Rome, do as the Romans do.”

Anyone who has served as a hospital chaplain knows that flexibility is a must and Mandi demonstrates that on a regular basis. Then, there is her tender-heartedness a quality reflected upon in our gospel lesson where Jesus witnesses people being harassed and helpless,“like sheep without a shepherd.” He sends his disciples to them to shepherd them equipping the disciples to heal them, spiritually and physically. Jesus sends us now in the very same way.

In order to serve faithfully, we must be willing to meet people where they are as Jesus did. Our prayers must speak words their souls can hear. In order to do that we must listen deeply and learn the language of their souls. When someone is listening deeply to you you can see it on their face and feel it in your heart.

Not everyone has the gift of servant-listening, but Mandi does, and like Ambrose, she has the gift of holy flexibility meeting people where they are and encouraging them to hope in the midst of frightening or difficult circumstances. We need lots of followers of Christ who can encourage others to hope because our time, right now, is frightening and difficult for many people. We know that each hardship we face not only builds our spiritual character and endurance, but also gives us the opportunity to experience God tenderly stretching our hearts and souls so that, as followers of Christ, we can keep walking on the way with confidence that each step is taking us where God’s purpose for us will be fulfilled.

So you see, today is about Mandi, but isn’t just about her. It is a moment of terminus for the whole community.

The office of priesthood is but one of four orders in our church none of which operates alone. It’s a bit like a choir. All of our voices singing together make a sound that none of us can make alone. And it isn’t just us singing, is it? We believe that our voices join with the heavenly chorus and together we make a sound that only God can orchestrate.

That’s why we can walk in the new way God is setting before us: because we never go alone. And we can explore new horizons with confidence borne of our faith which assures us that God who created us recreates us every day… that God who redeemed us made us a resurrection people… that God, whose Spirit dwells in us, sustains us every moment of our lives. Now God is sending us out as laborers of the divine harvest equipped with Good News to share for the healing of souls.

Today we confirm that we will go - all of us –overseers, shepherds, servants, and lay ministers each fulfilling the purpose for which God made us.

I close with a favorite prayer of mine: the Prayer of Celtic mystic, St. Brendan. I’ve asked St. Brendan for dispensation to change it from first person singular to plural for our purpose here today and he was OK with that… so let us pray: 

Lord, we will trust You. 

Help us to journey beyond the familiar and into the unknown.

 

Give us the faith to leave old ways 

and break fresh ground with You. 

 Christ of the mysteries, we trust You 

 to be stronger than each storm within us. 

 We will trust in the darkness and know that our times, 

even now, are in Your hand. 

 Tune our spirits to the music of heaven, and somehow, 

make our obedience count for You. Amen. (Source) 

All Saints Day, 2024: Bound together in Christ

Lectionary:Wisdom of Solomon 3:1-9; Isaiah 25:6-9; Revelation 21:1-6a; John 11:32-44 

En el nombre de Dios: creador, redentor, y santificador. In the name of God: Creator, Redeemer, and Sanctifier. Amen. 

 As you may have noticed, the saints we remembered in our Litany today include Christians and non-Christians, medieval mystics, civil rights advocates, writers, health-care givers, theologians, and so much more. They are lay and ordained, women, men, and non-binary: they are all of us. 

As Episcopalians, we don’t hold sainthood and heaven to be things we achieve after our death. For us, these are both eternal and present realities.

The communion of saints, something we profess to believe in each time we say our Creeds together, includes all those who were, who are, and who are yet to come. The Catechism in our Prayer Book, says that “the communion of saints is the whole family of God, the living and the dead, those whom we love and those whom we hurt, bound together in Christ by sacrament, prayer, and praise.” (BCP, 862) Our unity in Christ brings down every boundary that separates us, even the boundary between life and death.

It’s important to remember that a saint isn’t someone who overcame their humanity and lived a life of perfection. Our Scriptures are honest in describing our forebears in faith in all their human frailty. And thanks be to God for that!

A saint is someone who remembers they have access to the divine presence, to a well-spring of live-giving sustenance, strength, wisdom, and compassion no matter how dark and terrible a night they may be experiencing.

We are all saints, and we all have access to that well-spring. Jesus promised and delivered that to us. We also have a cloud of witnesses, the whole company of heaven, praying for us and walking with us through the many vicissitudes and fortunes of our lives.

The communion of saints isn’t just an interesting theological doctrine. It’s very real. I’ve been polling folks at Emmanuel asking this question: have any of you ever experienced the presence of someone beloved to you who died? …in your dreams or in your waking? Most everyone said they have. Have you? 

If you’re comfortable, raise your hand if you have. This is a real experience of the communion of saints who went before. It’s OK. Having these experiences doesn’t make us insane, just open to the Spirit.

When my daughter was pregnant with her first child, I was struggling to figure out what my grandchildren should call me. I had a dream that I met this soon-to-arrive grandchild. He had brown eyes and hair and the cutest lisp when he told me he wanted me to be called, Mamacita - which is what I’m called. My daughter still marvels that Emerson arrived with brown hair, brown eyes, and the cutest lisp. That is my experience of relationship with the saints yet to come. I’d love to hear some of yours.

We all share experiences of the saints who are. We don’t hesitate to ask someone for their prayers when we need their support. We don’t ask them for prayer because we need them to intercede for us – we all have direct access to God ourselves. We ask them because we want their companionship as we navigate difficult moments.

Our spiritual friends among the communion of saints on earth are the simple and the special, the ordinary and the extraordinary… the young and the old… They are whoever is present in our lives, whoever God has given to us to love.

Some of these saints challenge us and can even try our Christian virtue - a reality we are well aware of in the current political climate. Some saints open our closed minds by their innocence or their faith. They soothe our tired souls with their compassion, and nourish us with their prayer and friendship.

It is this great communion of saints, who were, who are, and who are yet to come, who support us and encourage us to do as Christ did - to go to those among us who, like Lazarus, are walking around spiritually dead or dying, and help them to cast off whatever binds them, setting them free to live in the fullness of joy found only in being bound together in Jesus Christ who overcame the life-destroying power of death and transformed it into a doorway to new life.

So let’s bring down the boundaries we have built up in our minds and in our faith – the ones that we think keep us safe and sane - but that actually separate us from one another and from God. Let’s claim and nourish the spiritual gifts each of us has been given by God to do our part to make Jesus’ dream of “on earth as it is in heaven” a reality.

Let’s live like the saints we are, knowing that, in the divine economy, the more we give of our time, talents, and treasures, the more God will give us to share, and therefore, the more the abundance of God’s love is made manifest on the earth.

If anyone was wondering what the purpose of Church is – there it is. 

 Happy All Saints Day. Amen.

Happy Halloween, All Saints, & All Souls Days!

This video is an explanation and celebration of the feast days of All Saints, All Souls, and the day of preparation for those: Halloween.

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20 Pentecost & Baptism, 2024-B: A guarantee of love

Lectionary: Genesis 2:18-24, Psalm 8; Hebrews 1:1-4; 2:5-12; Mark 10:2-16

En el nombre de Dios: creador, redentor, y santificador. In the name of God: Creator, Redeemer, and Sanctifier. Amen. 

So many of the conflicts in our world, and in our churches, are about power - who has it, who wants it, and what they do with it. Our own denomination, The Episcopal Church, is a daughter of the Church of England, established when Henry VIII drew a line in the sand for Pope Clement VII clarifying that the British monarch alone had power and control over the church in England and its finances. That church, btw, was Roman Catholic, as was Henry until the day he died.

Henry’s daughter, Elizabeth I, established the Church in England as the via media, the middle way - a church that could welcome Catholics and Protestants to worship together, as one family. Elizabeth commissioned the greatest literary and theological minds in England to write a Prayer Book that could be used in common by both sides: what we now call our Book of Common Prayer. Elizabeth was determined to establish peace in England and to stop the killing of English Protestants by English Catholics and vice versa. Her effort was successful and peace was maintained for nearly 50 years in England during her reign. This is the church from which we, the Episcopal Church in the USA, descend.

We were born over a dispute of power. The Pope said he had it. The King said, Oh no you don’t. I have it. The same can be said of the Great Schism of 1054 when the Eastern and Western Churches split. There was a point at which there were 3 popes - each one excommunicating the others. Excommunications that lasted until 1964. Finally, there is the Protestant Reformation. All of this contributed to our identity as Catholic and Protestant Christians in the Episcopal branch of our family tree.

Conflicts like these may seem rather silly to us now, but only because we have the benefit of a perspective that follows the intervention of God’s mercy and redeeming love.

Power is what our Scripture readings are about today. Power that belongs to God alone who created us, redeemed us, and sustains us.

How we understand God’s power matters, especially on a day we are celebrating the sacrament of Baptism. Let’s begin with the Collect.

In this prayer we call ourselves unworthy because of the sinfulness we know we have and hope to hide - maybe even from ourselves. It’s as if we think we must be sinless to merit God’s love and provision. That makes me sad because as every parent knows, we don’t love and give to our children what they need because they are worthy. They are worthy because they exist. The same is true for us all as children of God.

A focus on worthiness tends to celebrate those with power and judge those without it. Are the billionaires among us rich because they are of more value than the poor? Are their riches a divine reward for their hard work or faithfulness to God? Clearly not. As the saying goes, “If wealth was the inevitable result of hard work and enterprise, every woman in Africa would be a millionaire.” (George Monbiot)

God’s power isn’t about the distribution of blessings to some and curses to others. It’s a guarantee of a loving, merciful relationship, in all of the possible circumstances of our lives.

Our relationship to God isn’t as a cowering, fearful creature, but as a beloved child. That’s why Jesus takes a child in his embrace in today’s Gospel and reminds us that it is to such as these that the kingdom of God belongs.

As I said two weeks ago, when we are like a child we are open, trusting, and rely on our heavenly parent to know how to take care of what we need and to be ready to do it. When we are like a child, we offer our love freely. We know we’re part of a family and aren’t expected to ‘go it alone.’ We know we don’t know everything and trust that God does. When we are like a child, we trust God to guide us, to keep us safe, and to bring us home, no matter what the earthly path before us looks like.

We are created by a Community of Love, the Trinity, to live in community. As our awareness of our relationship with God grows, we see that community broaden through ever-expanding circles from our families of origin to our friends and faith communities, to our human siblings around the world, to all of God’s creation.

Our communal relationships begin and grow in God. God alone is power. We are not powerless - we just aren’t God.

We also aren’t unworthy. In our Eucharistic Prayer, which you will hear in a few minutes, we give thanks to God, saying: “In (Jesus), you have delivered us from evil, and made us worthy to stand before you. In him, you have brought us out of error into truth, out of sin into righteousness, out of death into life.

That is exactly what our sacrament of Baptism demonstrates - our death to all in the world that would harm and divide us and our rebirth into life in Christ which unifies us, makes us one, and guarantees that we are never alone.

Today, Henry Mulchek will be Baptized. We will pour water over him and anoint him, symbolizing his full initiation into the Body of Christ, his redemption and release from earthly bondage, and his entry into unity of life in the Holy Spirit - a unity we all share. We affirm that unity by renewing our own Baptismal vows. So, let’s do this. I invite the candidate for Baptism, his parents and godparents, and all the children of the church to come forward to the Baptismal font.

Pentecost 18, 2024-B: Open, expectant, and certain

 Proper 20 Lectionary: Jeremiah 11:18-20; Psalm 54 ; James 3:13-4:3, 7-8a; Mark 9:30-37 

En el nombre del Dios: creador, redentor y santificador. Amen. 

In the name of God: Creator, Redeemer, and Sanctifier. Amen.

If God is love and creator of all that is, then who or what in all of creation is not of God? How then, do we understand the ills of the world: pain, sickness, loneliness, hunger, poverty, abuse, oppression, war, betrayal? Are those of God too? The platitude, “everything happens for a reason” is neither helpful nor faithful.

We don’t know why some things happen because we can’t see the plan of God in its fullness. There are times bad things happen - sometimes, but not always - because someone acted outside of the divine plan of love. The consequence of their action has nothing to do with God, at least until God’s redemption has interceded – and we can never see that coming. It almost always happens in a way and at a time we just can’t imagine.

This is what the disciples are struggling to comprehend as Jesus teaches them in our gospel today. The timing of this lesson from Jesus is important. Jesus and the disciples are back in Capernaum, Jesus’s hometown.

Jesus has completed the last of his healing ministry and is now focusing on preparing the disciples for his entry into Jerusalem where he will be betrayed, abused, and ultimately killed. This is the second of three times Jesus tells his disciples about the path that lies ahead of them.

Jesus said, “The Son of Man is to be betrayed into human hands – a wrong thing - and they will kill him – a terrible thing - and three days after being killed, he will rise again.” Wait – what? Mark tells us they didn’t understand what Jesus was saying and they were afraid to ask him about it.

Jesus is teaching the disciples to wait in faith and keep themselves open, expectant, and certain of God’s loving plan even when terrible or wrong things start to happen. The last time Jesus taught this lesson, you’ll remember that Peter didn’t want to hear it. ‘No Lord. May that never happen.’ Jesus pushed back at Peter saying, “Get behind me Satan.” ‘Don’t distract me, don’t tempt me away from the path of redeeming love being laid by God.

How can this path be of God? The disciples simply can’t see how Jesus’ betrayal and death can be part of God’s plan of love. This question comes from a worldly point of view.

In our lives, as time unfolds in the earthly realm, the heavenly perspective often eludes us. At the same time, we are steeped in the values of the world and they become ours. Despite our best efforts, we are lured into living as if hierarchy is a given, as if arrogance is really confidence, and selfish schemes are just good business, as if hoarding money and possessions is a greatness to celebrate, along with the power and influence they afford the hoarder.

This is what distracted the disciples as they traveled back to their hometown. They were arguing about who among them was the greatest. Being great from a worldly perspective is a human desire, not a heavenly one, so as Jesus’ earthly story begins to draw toward its conclusion, he teaches the disciples one of the most important lessons he has to give them.

When they settled in for the night, Jesus asked them, “What were you arguing about on the way?” They were busted and they knew it. But Jesus, as patient and loving as ever, sat down and called the disciples to him. When a rabbi does that, it means class is in session.

‘Do you want to be great?’ Jesus asked. Then he turned all their expectations upside down – again. Jesus had a way of doing this. The greatest, he said, are not first, but last. The greatest must be servant of all.

To demonstrate his point, Jesus took a little child, and holding that child in a loving embrace, he explained that to the world, this child is helpless, powerless, has little to offer, and no clout whatsoever. But to heaven, this child is the face of redemption because: whoever welcomes one such child in my name welcomes me, and whoever welcomes me, welcomes not just me but also the one who sent me.

In other words, when we connect with the helpless, the powerless, the weak, the poor, and the excluded, we connect with God. They are the means by which we are made co-creators of love and partners in the continuing work of redemption. And the consequences of our actions echo through time and place, like a pebble that is dropped into still water. As one of my favorite singer-songwriters, Dar Williams, said: “Every time you opt into kindness/ make one connection/ [that] used to divide us/ it echoes all over the world.” (“Echoes” by Dar Williams, My Better Self album)

The symbolism Jesus employed in this demonstration is powerful. A child is open, trusting, and relies on her parent to know how to take care of what she needs and to be ready to do it. A child offers his love freely. He knows he’s part of a family and isn’t expected to ‘go it alone.’ A child knows they don’t know everything and trusts that their adults know a lot more than they do – important things, things necessary for their survival and contentment. So, they trust their adults to guide them, to keep them safe, and bring them home, even when the path before them looks terrible, dangerous, and impossible to pass.

As followers of Christ, you and I are walking on a path of redeeming love that is laid out for us - moment by moment - by God. This path often takes unexpected turns but, we are in the hands of God who always leads us home. We can’t get lost.

A tell-tale sign that we have taken ourselves off the path of love is that conflicts and disputes arise. When that happens, the only faithful response is to “submit to God” as James says in his letter, to draw near to God who will draw near to us and restore our wisdom, our peace, and our feet on the path of love.

Another sign of being off the path of love is anxiety. As we prayed in our Collect, “Grant us, Lord, not to be anxious about earthly things, but to love and hold fast to those things that are eternal; and what is eternal and eternally true for us is Jesus, who calls us to serve in his name.

What I love about this gospel story is the way Jesus acted so gently with his disciples who didn’t get it, were afraid to ask about it, and were about to have to deal with it without him. I’m sure he knew how hard it was for his followers to shift from their expectation of Messiah to Jesus’ embodiment of it; from their life-long goal of taking the seat of power to Jesus’ command to be last of all.

It’s hard to shift from the habits of our thinking, especially when the world affirms them so strongly. We won’t always get it right or quickly, but Jesus will stick with us, gently showing us the way to go because he trusts us to go forward as faithfully as we can, moment to moment. He trusts us to be his hands and hearts in the world today, serving and healing in his name. It is our privilege and our responsibility to do so.

I close with the prayer written by the founder of Centering Prayer, Trappist monk, Thomas Merton. Let us pray. 

My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please you does, in fact, please you. And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road, though I may know nothing about it. Therefore, I will trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils alone. Amen.

16 Pentecost, 2024-B: Super heroes and she-roes for Jesus

Lectionary: Isaiah 35:4-7a; Psalm 146; James 2:1-10, [11-13], 14-17; Mark 7:24-37

En el nombre de Dios, creador, redentor, y santificador. Amen. 

In the name of God, Creator, Redeemer, and Sanctifier. Amen. 

There are times in our lives when we just need a superhero - someone caring enough to notice our need or the injustice we’ve suffered; someone compassionate enough to choose to help us; and someone brave and strong enough to get it done. The prophet Isaiah speaks to this need describing God as one who will swoop in with vengeance and terrible recompense to rescue us from whatever or whoever threatens us.

I had a superhero like that once - a state prosecutor, named Mike, whose arm muscles literally bulged under his suit jacket. Mike fought fiercely for justice for my daughter and me when we were trying to leave my abusive first husband, and he got it done.

But Isaiah also speaks of God as one who springs up unexpectedly like water in the wilderness, who heals us and soothes us like cool streaming water on hot, thirsty ground. I’ve also had this kind of hero… a she-ro, actually: Mary, the Mother of God. Mary first came to me when I was 4 years old and every time I’ve needed her since. Her presence is always comforting and brings me relief and healing of body and soul.

We who believe can trust that God always knows our circumstances and sends us exactly the heroes and she-roes we need, from earth and heaven, to heal and encourage us, and to get us through. The only catch is that we have to be open to receiving the help, which requires humility.

As I preached last week, humility is a vital Christian virtue. We continually cultivate humility by paying attention to the condition of our hearts, the womb within us where God is conceiving and forming not just new life in us, but also a new way for us to live. This new life motivates us to respond in our world in the ways of God rather than the ways the world has taught us.

In his epistle, James, the brother of Jesus, writes about how this looks. We would live without partiality or favoritism, respecting each person just as they come to us. We would be compassionate, acting on our faith, not just spewing it.

The best illustration of this, however, is in today’s gospel. Having just taught his disciples that evil comes not from without, but from within our hearts, Jesus sets off for Gentile country where he embodies this teaching.

A Syrophoenician woman comes up to Jesus, bows down at his feet, and begs Jesus to heal her daughter. This woman is violating all kinds of cultural boundaries: she’s a Gentile, a woman, and she’s speaking to a man who isn’t her family. She could have been punished severely. That’s how desperate she was.

Which is why Jesus’ response to her is so jarring. “Let the children (of Israel) be fed first, for it is not fair to take the children’s food and throw it to the dogs.” Calling a Gentile a “dog” was a common racial slur at that time. Jesus’ use of it challenges our sanitized version of him.

But this is a story about breaking down boundaries that divide us. In order to break down entrenched barriers we must first notice they exist. Jesus’ startling statement worked like a charm – then and now. Everyone noticed.

The Jewish hearers of Jesus’ slur would have been in full agreement. Syrians are dogs; they don’t deserve what belongs to us. The Syrians listening would have heard the same old, familiar discrimination. It was the way of their world.

That’s why Jesus’ words to this suffering woman, followed by his healing of her daughter, obliterated those entrenched, divisive barriers, and everyone there witnessed this new way of living in the world.

The second healing story breaks down even more barriers. In this story, a deaf man is brought to Jesus. Jesus takes this Gentile man apart from the crowd and performs a Jewish healing ritual on him: laying on of hands and healing prayer, a practice we continue today. Immediately, the man’s ears were opened and his speech was clear.

Mark tells us that those who witnessed this healing were overcome with awe and wonder. Who wouldn’t be?

This man was miraculously healed in his body, but the real barrier Jesus brought down was spiritual. In those days, it was believed that if a person were born deaf it was punishment for sin, probably his parents’ sin. Rather than judging him, Jesus set him free from the sin. In fact, he set his whole family free.

Forgiving sin is something only God can do. So yes, this was an astounding moment! Also astounding was that by this healing, Jesus demonstrated a new way of living in the world - a way where sin is forgiven and healing is real.

In each of these healing stories, Jesus not only meets the ones he heals where they are; he meets the communities that surround them where they are - and heals them too. Jewish people, Syrians, Greeks, and Romans, intensely divided by politics and privilege, are made one in Jesus in these two stories. 

The healing love of God obliterates boundaries.

We’re a community that knows healing. It’s the good news we, at Emmanuel, have to share.

We had to learn together that the means of opening a path of healing is the cultivation and practice of humility. We became each other's heroes and she-roes, sometimes fighting fiercely for justice, other times offering tenderness and soothing care.

This is the new way of living in the world Jesus is teaching in today’s lessons. It’s a way that doesn’t care about how much money, power, or influence you have in the world or in this church,

…a way that welcomes all whom God leads to us, just as they are, showing compassion to anyone who needs it

 … a way where we who witness the healing power of Jesus share the wonder of that with others in our various social circles

…a way that practices forgiveness, where healing is made real for the one who sinned and the one who forgives, reconciling them and their communities into the unity of God’s love.

Three years ago, this was my first Sunday here at Emmanuel. As I preached last week, we’re still who we’ve always been, but when we look back over these last three years, we can see that God has been working in us and a lot has changed.

The healing we’ve been given isn’t just for us - it’s for us to share - and what better day to do that than Homecoming? Our Picnic in the Parish Hall and Ministry Fair offer us the opportunity to enjoy our friendships and commit our gifts to service in the name of Jesus.

Today we acknowledge that we are the super heroes and she-roes God is sending to serve those in need in our church and in our corner of God’s kingdom. We already have all we need to obliterate the barriers that divide us because we have seen and lived the reality of God’s healing love.  Amen.

15 Pentecost, 2024-B: Create in us clean hearts

Note: You can watch this being delivered live at Emmanuel Episcopal Church during our Sunday, 10 am service of Holy Eucharist, live-streamed on our YouTube channel.

Lectionary: Deuteronomy 4:1-2, 6-9; Psalm 15; James 1:17-27; Mark 7:1-8, 14-15, 21-23 

En el nombre del Dios: creador, redentor, y santificador. Amen. 

In the wise words of the under-employed theologian: Calvin, from the comic strip Calvin and Hobbes, by Bill Waterson, “You know what’s weird? Day by day, nothing changes, but pretty soon, everything is different.”

Calvin is right in that it feels like we are who we’ve always been, but when we look back we realize God has been working in us and actually a lot has changed. It's always been thus and it’s in community where we see this best.

Our Judeo-Christian history shows us that the movement of the Spirit of God within us has led to an ongoing process of change, and we can infer from our history that this will continue beyond us into the future. An example of this is in today’s gospel from Mark.

The topic is ritual handwashing, but that isn’t the point of this story. The point is: how we respond to the difficulty of honoring what is tradition while allowing for the free movement of the Spirit in the world of the moment.

A word about ritual handwashing. It was not about germs but about humility. We must remember that in this moment of history there was no awareness of germs (that wasn’t until 1500 years later). The Torah requires only priests to do the ritual handwashing, but the tradition developed over time to include everyone (male) to do it.

The amount of water used wouldn’t have been enough to clean their hands as it was meant to cleanse their hearts. It was ritual action; one we have kept and still use as part of our Eucharist. You may notice that the acolyte pours water over my hands before the consecration of our bread and wine of Communion.

As my hands are washed, I offer up a prayer taken from Psalm 51: Lord wash away our iniquities and cleanse us from our sins. Create in us clean hearts, O God, and renew a right spirit within us.”

The word “heart” in Hebrew refers to the womb, the interior of a person where new life is conceived and nourished. This is why when the Pharisees ask Jesus why his disciples don’t wash their hands according to the tradition of the elders Jesus calls them hypocrites and fires back with a quote from their tradition, from Isaiah: “This people honors me with their lips but their hearts are far from me.”

Then Jesus turns to address the whole crowd and teaches them about the importance of the condition of their hearts. Evil, he says, doesn’t come from outside us but from within us. Evil is that which causes sorrow, pain, division or unfairly causes harder labor/work for the weak, powerless, or oppressed. Remember what Jesus also said, “My yoke is easy, my burden is light.”

Evil comes from within and it can be thoughts or actions. Then Jesus names a few: 

• lasciviousness – a thought: disrespecting another using sex as the means 
• fornication – an action: disrespecting another’s or one’s own body usually through sex 
• covetousness – a thought: wanting something that doesn’t belong to you
• theft – an action: taking that thing that doesn’t belong to you
• adultery – an action and a thought: taking or emotionally cleaving to someone who doesn’t belong to you
• murder – an action: taking a life that doesn’t belong to you (since all life belongs to God) 
• slander – an action: making false or damaging statements about someone in order to harm them or their reputation • blasphemy – an action: doing the same thing about God and sacred things 
• pride – a thought: giving ‘self’ priority over other, even over God. Pride is the opposite of humility, which characterized Jesus, his ministry. The cultivation of humility is one of the main purposes of our rituals. And pride leads to…
• folly. A thought or an action: When we think unwisely, we tend to act unwisely. 

 These are the things that defile, Jesus says. We disrespect and violate ourselves, others, and God when we do these things so we must cleanse our hearts when any of these arises in us.

Jesus demonstrated by his life and ministry that while tradition has value, and the elders have wisdom to share, God is at work doing a new thing, because God is working out Their plan of redemption for the whole world: all people, all times, all places. Continually examining the condition of our hearts is important if we are to be faithful participants with God in this.

Our whole tradition, the Christian tradition, is a new thing God worked through Jesus and his followers in that time. It’s no wonder the Jewish leadership resisted the changes.

Change is difficult. What if important traditions are lost?

I’m sure the Pharisees worried about that when Jesus’ disciples dropped the handwashing tradition. Yet, here we are, still ritually washing our hands more than two millennia later.

God is the true keeper of tradition. No leader, no historian, no theologian decides which traditions will live and which must be let go for a time or forever. God decides this because only God knows the full plan of redemption.

As for us, Jesus teaches us to notice the condition of our hearts, the deep interior of our beings, where new life is conceived and nourished by God. When we find the presence of those things that defile within us, we are to repent – to ask God to cleanse our hearts and renew a right spirit within us.

Anglican theologian Evelyn Underhill says: 

“The coming of the Kingdom is perpetual. Again and again, freshness, novelty, power from beyond the world break in by unexpected paths bringing unexpected change. Those who cling to tradition and fear all novelty in God's relation to the world deny the creative activity of the Holy Spirit, and forget that what is now tradition was once innovation; that the real Christian is always a revolutionary, belongs to a new race, and has been given a new name and a new song.”

Beloved ones, as followers of Jesus we intentionally open ourselves to the movement of the Holy Spirit within us, trusting that our loving and merciful God is steadily working out a plan of redemption for the whole world – all people, all times, all places. Our only concern is faithfully participating in that plan as it is revealed to us in this moment of our collective history.

The church is supposed to be a place where the condition of our hearts can be examined safely within a community where love is practiced. When we find that we have gone astray, as individuals or as a community, we are supported in our repentance by a community that continually cultivates humility through our ritual practices. In this way, over time, we are able restore the priority of God’s will for us over our own.

Each time we review our parish history, as we do each year at our Annual Parish Meeting in January, we see how God has worked in us day by day, changing us, forming us, redirecting us. Think of where we were just a few years ago, and where God has led us to now. It feels like we are who we’ve always been, but when we look back we can see that God has been working in us and actually a lot has changed. 

I close with a prayer from another of my favorites, Bishop Steven Charleston, retired bishop of Alaska, and a member of the Choctaw nation: 

 “Give your heart to love today, not to old thoughts of who you were, but to the new idea that your kindness could change another life. Give your mind to hope today, not to the usual list of impossibilities, but to a single faith that goodness is the purpose of history. Give your spirit to peace today, not to the anger of the moment, but to the welcoming road of grace that leads to the home for which you have longed. Give your hands to the work of justice today, not in resignation but in certainty, knowing that what you do will make an enormous difference.” 

 Amen.

12 Pentecost, 2024-B: The gift and power of Communion

Lectionary: 1 Kings 19:4-8; Psalm 34:1-8; Ephesians 4:25-5:2; John 6:35, 41-51

En el nombre de Diós: creador, redentor, y santificador... In the name of God, Creator, Redeemer, and Sanctifier. Amen.  

 Going to church every Sunday was something my Roman Catholic family did – no questions, no options. We sat in the front row on the left. Always. The one in front of the statue of Mary.

My father, who had a bellowing baritone voice, couldn’t carry a tune in a bucket, but that never stopped him from singing with gusto, searching for the notes as he sang. I was equally embarrassed and awed by that.

My father was a high-strung, volatile, pre-Vatican II Irishman. He grew up in an Irish gang that ran roughshod over his neighborhood in Washington Heights in NYC.

He was a short man with a powerful presence, who owned every room he walked into, including at church. My father rarely showed emotion – unless it was anger. My sisters and I learned quickly that if Dad’s upper lip disappeared, we’d better get out fast (if we could), because his anger was about to blow.

I’ll never forget this one Sunday when I was 5 years old, I witnessed something incredible. During the consecration of the elements, I saw my dad look up at the altar. An unfamiliar look came over his face and I saw that his face practically glowed with what I can only call a mix of peace and joy. He looked like a different person.

I followed his gaze to see what he was looking at. The priest was elevating the bread, then the wine as he prayed the Eucharistic Prayer. I kept looking back and forth from the altar to my Dad’s face, and I knew deep within me that this thing that was happening up there must be really important because it was having this noticeable effect on my father. I watched this happen regularly – not every Sunday, but many of them.

Communion remains the only time I ever saw my father truly humble himself. It’s the only time I ever saw him willingly surrender the strength of his personality to anything. Not even at his AA anniversaries (which I attended as his AA baby). Not even at the deaths or births of family members. Only at Communion.

I invite you to think about and remember the first time you realized that something powerful was happening at Holy Communion and consider sharing those stories – at coffee hour, or in a Formation event. These stories are inspiring and can be transforming.

Admittedly, some people are put off by the language of the Communion prayers: eating Jesus’ body and drinking his blood, so it’s important for us to remember that this is the language of ritual. Jesus was a rabbi, who presided over many ritual meals. Orthodox theologian Joseph Martos says ritual meals, “affirm and intensify the bond of unity among the participants.” (Doors to the Sacred, Joseph Martos, 213) That’s what Jesus was doing then and what we do now in remembrance of him,

The letter to the Ephesians affirms this saying, “we are members of one another.” We can be angry, but we must not let that anger cause us to break our communion with one another or with God. When we speak, we are to say only that which will give grace to those who hear us. When we tear down another member or speak ill of them, or when we cling to bitterness and anger, we do damage to that bond of unity God is forming among us.

Martos says that in ritual meals, like the Jewish Passover and our Holy Eucharist, the events we remember “become real and present to the people who share it.” (Martos, 213) As Episcopalians, communion isn’t just a memorial for us as it is for many Protestants. It’s a present reality. Christ is truly present, and we don’t just remember that, we live it, again and again.

When we hear the words, “do this for the remembrance of me” I hope we hear the voice of our Savior inviting us to come back into unity with him. Re-member… Be at one again…

It’s a full-body, full sensory experience for us. We walk our bodies up to the communion rail and stand by someone we may or may not know, someone we may or may not like. We reach out our hands and take the bread and wine of Holy Communion into our mouths.

We taste the bread of communion as it melts on our tongues and that too becomes a signal to our bodies that we are choosing this holy thing to happen within us. We chew the bread and swallow it and its substance literally becomes part of us, part of the cells of our bodies.

The smell of the wine, whether on the bread or in the cup, greets us as the sharp flavor of it stimulates our glands. signaling our saliva. In a very real way, water and wine are mixing within us, echoing the water and wine that flowed from Jesus’ wound on the cross for our sakes, making manifest the union of our bodies to Christ.

When we eat the bread of life and drink the cup of salvation, we are inviting God to enter us, to become one with us, and make us one with God and each other. It’s such a powerful moment, a moment of pure joy as we remember, even for just this moment, that we are beloved and forgiven. It is a moment of deep peace as we remember that by this spiritual food we are renewed, strengthened, and made whole again. When we choose to take Holy Communion, we are intentionally receiving its power to unite us to God and to one another in love.

Our daily lives can drain us. The world can drain us. Our Christian life should drain us. We should be giving out love and prayer and offering words of hope to someone every day. There are so many who need it and we can give it away continually because we believe, we know there is always more ready to fill us up again.

This journey is too much for us unless we are continually nourished and renewed by our spiritual food: the bread and wine of Holy Communion. This journey is too much for us to travel alone, so we must continually affirm our bond of unity to God and one another. This journey is too much for us unless we stop the world, come into the presence of God, and remember that we are beloved, forgiven, and sanctified, that is, we are made holy, unified to Christ in whom we are all made whole.

Remembering that gives us strength to go out to the world, again and again, as living locations of the love of Christ in the world. That is the gift and the power of Holy Communion. Thanks be to God. Amen.